
haroldhark asked: B/F takes good care of children. They are teens and spoiled. B/F is Jewish and celebrates both holidays with us, puts tree in his house for us and have christmas gifts etc.This year we ALL took Xmas cruise. Sometimes I feel picky and ungrateful as I would not have traveled, dined, or been entertained, if it was not for him. As previous post says I ALMOST live at his home. I now want marriage but he recently stated is comfortable as is FOR NOW. Then the vacation came up with kids. He said it was budget, perhaps kids didn’t want us along, if so I see it as a bad sign. Should I?
I am fighting resentful feelings and looking for negative issues.My inability to give same things to my son is very humiliating now especially during summer. I had opportunity for free lodgings in great mountain cabin, but his kids didn’t want to go. Sadly I could not go without shared gas cost etc.
I am seeking 2nd job which will help and B/F encourages me even tho it means no time for us. Am I blind?
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